Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Goofy

I'm so out of it and goofy today.

I finally was able to sleep (went to sleep about the same time that Johnny got up) and I woke up weeping about 10 this morning. I had just been dreaming about Sugar...

I was back at home standing in the front yard. Suddenly out of nowhere, Sugar came running up to me, barking crazily and she nearly took me down...oh, it was so good to see her again. I felt her cold nose and her hot breath on my face and hugged her so tightly. God, it was so good to see her again. I sat down on the grass and just held her and petted her. I had forgotten how deep brown her eyes were...how it felt to run my hand down her back...her hair was really curly along her back. It was wonderful. I want to cry right now. We got her when she was only six weeks old and she lived with us for ten years.

I wonder if I met her in my dream--I mean if my spirit connected with her spirit in my dream.

I've often dreamed of people and it was so real..unbelievably real.

Not long ago, I dreamed of being in a field talking with Daddy. We were just casually walking and talking...It was so -- there are no words.

I am almost certain that we really walked together in that field.




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